got a new xanga. its Ox_LiVe_LaUgH_lOvE_xO or heres the link..http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Ox_LiVe_LaUgH_lOvE_xO

mucho love. so look at my new site and comment puh lease

<3 SaRa

:: VeNtInG tImE ::

alright. so marcos called at like 1:30 ish maybe? and we were fine i guess. then i said something i shouldnt have. and hes always promised that he'd NeVeR yell at me. well he yelled at me earlier yesterday but thats beyond the story. so i said something. and he got sOoOoO pissed. and he wouldnt say anything. i was like 'fucking say something' and hes like 'SARA. FUCKING STOP IT.' and he never calls me sara unless hes oober pissed at me. usually its 'babe' or 'baby' or something. so i knew it was bad. he started yelling at me. for like..ever. and i was just like 'stop. please.' and i started bawling. and he had to go do something so he said he'd call me back later.

so he calls back at like 3:30 or whatever and we talked about it. i mean, i admit it. i had NO right to say what i said. but i said it. and i regret it. it's weird..like ive never felt this way about AnYoNe. and i dont know what i'd do if i lost him. and i know how much shit people talk about it. guess what..I DONT CARE. youre not fucking going out with him. I AM. so shove all your words up your ass and tell someone who fucking gives a rats ass. seriously..its just sad how you guys can talk shit when your life ISNT MUCH BETTER. so fucking figure out your own shit before you go startin shit about my life.

anyways..hes such a sweetheart. and yElLiNg and FiGhTiNg is part of relationships. along with BuTtErFlIeS and hApPiEnEsS. and yeah..i cried. and yeah..i was scared shitless. but its not like i would have broken up with him. cause i have him. and im perfectly happy. and i know that when me and him make it, it'll be worth it to see the look on the peoples faces who thought we couldnt. so we get off the phone at like 4:30 and i layed down to actually sleep and the phone rings and i knew it was him and i was like 'yessss' and like no one said anything. and then i heard the song 'always and forever.' yeahh. THAT is why hes my baby.

anywhoo i feel like i've vented enough for a lifetime. sOoOoO i'm out. toodles

mucho love
<3 sara

 love ya babe

goddd i havent update in aaages..anyways nothings new here. juuust chillin daawg.

mucho love..
<3 sar

i'll update sometime w/ quotes and such.

ab. hah. god we're sOoOoO other halfs. and you know it biotch. we godda hang out. and be TeAsEs. summer we went wild = fun. youre awesome. and remember that.

"You'll never find the one who's right for you, if you keep holding on to the one who's wrong for you."

..sometimes i just dont know about you..

happy two months babe

<3 sara

theres no words to describe how i feel..